The name of one of my favorite songs, it also describes my feelings about my life from here on out. I proceed, scarred by mistakes I've made, but hopefully smarter for having lived through them.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
if nobody acknowledges me, do I truly exist?
I don't know, but a lot of the time, I feel like my life is meaningless, that if I were to disappear completely and totally, nobody would notice, for a good long while. Makes me wanna bug out.... kinda. I'm feeling odd. I guess it's just loneliness, but whatever, I really really don't like this feeling. I'm a social butterfly, and this lack of human contact is killing me softly .
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1. What meaning do you want your life to have?
ReplyDelete2. I would notice.
3. I too, am/have been a social butterfly. And...I have painfully gone through a process in the last two years where I have wresteled with and then accepted and now ENJOY solitude. I am not saying you SHOULD do that...I don't want to should on you. I am saying IT IS POSSIBLE and I am proof.
Love you, B